Why am I so annoyed with everything ? Everyone. . . I don't even care for right now. Solely everything I have has been focused on other things. I'm not sleeping, barely eating, losing myself. I'm shaking so much, I'm cold and lost. . . I want to find that warm light. Ignoring my daily lessons now, not taking in a single word from anyone. My cuts still hurt. Burning with every step I take, crying to me to scratch at them and dig them deeper. And my head hurts too. Even the slightest touch is painful. My shoulders are getting worse, not healing one bit at all as I keep making new scars. I'm shaking ever so violently, wishing someone would hold me and comfort me. I want to go paint.